I was changed (2)

I meet some guys from internet, they add me and say want to be my Master at first, after several chat in Msn/Skype, I figure out they are not real Master. Then my bad practice will come out. I will pretend nothing happen and ask will change our position from slave to become his Master. At last all they will thirst for accept it and told me the real idea of them.....

Actually I don't mind they are slave or Master but I really mind they are not sincerely. Why lie to me? Do you know it was so hurt for a slave to get a fake hope. Every time I get high and hard when I think I meet a real Master and told them whatever I need, and send them all my picture and video, show him my heartfelt wishes, but only get disappointed at last.

Due to I'm slave too, I understand how a slave desire for a Master. In past, I will do them a favour, will enslave them one or two times. And I trust them will repay me once to enslave me back initiatively. However they won't....

I build my dungeon, buy a lot of tools which seem like not for myself but for them. Every time after we play, I provide bathroom, towels, drink, food and services. But I got nothing back.....

I will think that what they need, and do that what they hope. Why I need to do that? Because I'm too naive and too simple, still fantasy that we are same, we are family, we are a special group of people and need to help each other. They won't help me back and only ask for more and more and more.

I like to play with foreigner because in my mind, they are very straightforward, Master is Master, slave is slave, confirm play will play, otherwise will say no.

But now I got changed, I don't believe it anymore! Maybe some of them live in Hong Kong for long times, they seem to assimilate by chinese, no such honest but false.

I don't want to be an idiot anymore, I write "100% slave" in my facebook cover and status out "I'm slave" in my Skype/msn. However still have slave to add me, because they want me to intro some Master to them. In past, I will give them without any hesitation. However after some Master complain, I know that I need to protect my Master.

Yes I still will intro some Master to slave but at least you need to give me your face pictures and status that I forward to my Master. Then he want to find you or not which not my control and I can't give you my Master cell phone and contact without his permit.

By the way, I success my hope once a time in Taiwan and once a time in Hong Kong, this year I went to Taiwan for fun, I meet a guy who are slave, I play him two times. After our second time fun, he ask me to borrow my ropes, actually I misunderstanding he need me to give him my ropes, anyway I need to back Hong Kong. So I don't mind to give those to him. When he got the ropes, he whispers to tell me, he want to tie me up. Yes he really done that and then caress me for awhile, although I didn't cum but I'm super high and happy in fact.

I ask him why he done that to me, the answer was "I think you travel so long to Taiwan, and you also are slave, at least need a repay". Actually my tears around my eyes at once, and I also want to give him something to commemorate. Then I leave him a Lycra Spiderman costumes because he wear it was super good fits. And I promise next time to Taiwan will find him again if he don't mind.

And the other time was an Indian who worked in Hong Kong. We met in social networking, he told me he was a 50/50 and don't mind to enslave me but he don't know how to tie, so need me to teach him. Then I send him some link and videos to show him how to tie. We also met at my playroom and teach him how to tie and have our first fun. After a week, he found me again and I just think that he wanted to bondage him, so we still met in my playroom. But come out he told me he want to tie me, I feel very surprise that he really try to follow my videos and link to learn how to tie. And then we are being a bondage playmate over a year till he back to USA.