I meet
some guys from internet, they add me and say want to be my Master at first,
after several chat in Msn/Skype, I figure out they are not real Master. Then my
bad practice will come out. I will pretend nothing happen and ask will change
our position from slave to become his Master. At last all they will thirst for
accept it and told me the real idea of them.....
Actually
I don't mind they are slave or Master but I really mind they are not sincerely.
Why lie to me? Do you know it was so hurt for a slave to get a fake hope. Every
time I get high and hard when I think I meet a real Master and told them
whatever I need, and send them all my picture and video, show him my heartfelt
wishes, but only get disappointed at last.
Due to
I'm slave too, I understand how a slave desire for a Master. In past, I will do
them a favour, will enslave them one or two times. And I trust them will repay
me once to enslave me back initiatively. However they won't....
I build
my dungeon, buy a lot of tools which seem like not for myself but for them.
Every time after we play, I provide bathroom, towels, drink, food and services.
But I got nothing back.....
I will
think that what they need, and do that what they hope. Why I need to do that?
Because I'm too naive and too simple, still fantasy that we are same, we are
family, we are a special group of people and need to help each other. They
won't help me back and only ask for more and more and more.
I like to play with foreigner because in my
mind, they are very straightforward, Master is Master, slave is slave, confirm
play will play, otherwise will say no.
But now
I got changed, I don't believe it anymore! Maybe some of them live in Hong Kong
for long times, they seem to assimilate by chinese, no such honest but false.
I don't
want to be an idiot anymore, I write "100% slave" in my facebook
cover and status out "I'm slave" in my Skype/msn. However still have
slave to add me, because they want me to intro some Master to them. In past, I
will give them without any hesitation. However after some Master complain, I
know that I need to protect my Master.
Yes I
still will intro some Master to slave but at least you need to give me your
face pictures and status that I forward to my Master. Then he want to find you
or not which not my control and I can't give you my Master cell phone and
contact without his permit.
By the
way, I success my hope once a time in Taiwan and once a time in Hong Kong, this
year I went to Taiwan for fun, I meet a guy who are slave, I play him two
times. After our second time fun, he ask me to borrow my ropes, actually I
misunderstanding he need me to give him my ropes, anyway I need to back Hong
Kong. So I don't mind to give those to him. When he got the ropes, he whispers
to tell me, he want to tie me up. Yes he really done that and then caress me
for awhile, although I didn't cum but I'm super high and happy in fact.
I ask
him why he done that to me, the answer was "I think you travel so long to
Taiwan, and you also are slave, at least need a repay". Actually my tears
around my eyes at once, and I also want to give him something to commemorate.
Then I leave him a Lycra Spiderman costumes because he wear it was super good
fits. And I promise next time to Taiwan will find him again if he don't mind.
And the
other time was an Indian who worked in Hong Kong. We met in social networking,
he told me he was a 50/50 and don't mind to enslave me but he don't know how to
tie, so need me to teach him. Then I send him some link and videos to show him
how to tie. We also met at my playroom and teach him how to tie and have our
first fun. After a week, he found me again and I just think that he wanted to
bondage him, so we still met in my playroom. But come out he told me he want to
tie me, I feel very surprise that he really try to follow my videos and link to
learn how to tie. And then we are being a bondage playmate over a year till he
back to USA.
